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WHEN THE MAN — Accidentally Threw The Diamond Out With The Trash ;0P

Reflection from November 11th, 2012 @ Age 31 RE:  THE CULTIVATION OF BEAUTY ;0) It’s just such beautiful irony that Adam thought he could just throw me away with the trash, and not have any...

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ON LEARNING — To Walk Through Fire.

Reflection from November 20th, 2008 @ Age 27 RE:  THE MOTHER OF *BOTH* HOUSES. I don’t know.  Maybe Brad and Angelina were supposed to be together.  And maybe he’s even a great Dad.  I don’t think...

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ON THE CROSSROADS — Jumping Into The Deep End, For Better Or For Worse.

Reflection from April 15th, 2008 @ Age 26 RE:  LEARNING TO HAVE FAITH IN MY HIGHER POWER—BECAUSE GOD IS **SO** MUCH MORE DEPENDABLE THAN MAN ;0P Well I followed up today and my boss turned me down on...

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ON THE POWER — Of Love.

Reflection from November 16th, 2008 @ Age 27 RE:  MY FIRST TRUE LOVE. Man, I went swimming at the gym today for about 45 minutes (taking numerous long winded breaks in between laps of course) and I...

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ON LOVE — Not So Useless After All ;oD

Reflection from October 3rd, 2012 @ Age 31 RE:  REWIRING MY BRAIN SO IT COULD KEEP UP WITH MY HEART ;0) I think the thing that bothers me most is that he could hate me so much for being good.  For...

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ON LOVE — And Beauty.

Reflection from October 21st, 2008 @ Age 27 RE:  THE JOY AND PAIN OF LOVE EVERLASTING. I wonder if Bobby knew that the only reason I wanted him was because I was desperate.  I wonder if he knew my...

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ON LEARNING — To Fight Fire, With *Fire* ;0)

Reflection from February 7th, 2008 @ Age 26 RE:  COMMUNICATION BARRIERS & THE NEGATIVITY THAT GETS TRAPPED INSIDE AS A RESULT. You know what really irritates me?  Let me tell you.  I hate when...

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ON FAIRYTALES — Believing In Heroine As Requisite.

Reflection from October 22nd, 2005 @ Age 24 RE:  THE DEMON LURKING IN AP PHYSICS CLASS — A.K.A. DAVID JOSEPH MAGOON ;0) Almost another year gone.  Another Christmas alone.  Another New Years with...

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ON HUMOR — The Divine Comedy.

Reflection from February 19th, 2009 @ Age 27 RE:  WHEN YOU ALMOST KILL YOURSELF SEARCHING FOR THE EXCEPTION—ONLY TO FIND OUT ***YOU*** WERE THE EXCEPTION ALL ALONG ;0) One day closer to impending...

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ON LEARNING — To Cultivate The Spirit.

Reflection from July 6th, 2013 @ Age 32 RE:  *REMEMBERING* WHAT $$ CAN’T BUY. I’m just not sure what’s wrong with me sometimes.  I mean, I know—a lot, but honestly I know for sure that there is no...

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ON EXISTENTIAL CRISES — Learning How To Autonomize My Being ;0)

Reflection from December 22nd, 2012 @ Age 31 RE:  THE *VERY* LONG PROCESS OF EXORCISING THE HATRED FROM MY BEING—I.E. THE PRACTICE OF COMPASSION, PATIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING WHICH DID *EVENTUALLY*...

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ON THE THINGS WE WILL DO — For Love.

Reflection from June 13th, 2005 @ Age 23 RE:  HOW THE DESIRE TO HELP OTHERS CAN TURN DEADLY WHEN LACED WITH SELFISH REASONING. I’m not feeling so hot right now.  I’m very angry with this whole stupid...

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ON FINDING — My Voice ;0)

Reflection from June 24th, 2012 @ Age 31 RE:  LEARNING HOW TO UNTANGLE PSYCHOLOGICAL THOUGHT WEBS CREATED BY OTHERS—WHICH, AS IT HAPPENS, CURES SERIOUS MENTAL ILLNESS. Sometimes it seems I am the only...

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ON FOCUS — How The Big Picture Trumps The Little One ;0)

Reflection from March 21st, 2012 @ Age 30 RE:  THE GIFT OF VISION. Just working on the book and my journal entry from July 11th, 2005 reminded me of this childhood prayer I used to always say with my...

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ON CIRCULAR MOTION — Around & Around & Around We Go..

Reflection from August 16th, 2015 @ Age 34 RE:  THE WIND UP ;0) It’s interesting—I just remembered that I totally forgot that I can write journals on my computer if I want ;0) I don’t have to...

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WHEN THE UNIVERSE CALLS THE SHOTS — Whether You Like It Or Not ;0)

Reflection from June 21st, 2011 @ Age 30 RE:  THE LONG ROAD TO FREEDOM — FINDING MY BEST FRIEND INSIDE MYSELF ;0P It’s funny how things can look so picture perfect on the outside, and how such things...

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ON PLAYING — The Merry-Go-Round ;0)

Reflection from April 18th, 2016 @ Age 34 RE:  THE PERILS OF HEARTBREAK IN POLITICS. 1:48pm Sigh.  I’m just about to call Senator Coley’s office regarding this stupid Ohio Senate GOP Twitter block...

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THE CONSEQUENCE — Of “Medically” Numbing The Voice Out Of A Human Being.

Reflection from September 9th, 2013 @ Age 32 RE:  THE DEPTHS OF PSYCHOLOGICAL REPRESSION (WHICH = THE HEIGHTS OF SPIRITUAL ASCENSION, UPON ENLIGHTENMENT ;0) I don’t know what’s the matter with me.  I...

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ON THE LIGHT — Which Reminds Others Of Their Darkness, *Relatively* Speaking.

Reflection from August 27th, 2008 @ Age 27 RE:  THE FEAR ASSOCIATED WITH VISION, BEFORE YOU’VE LEARNED HOW TO *CHANGE* A VISION — *PRIOR* TO ITS REALIZATION WITHIN THE SPACETIME CONTINUUM. I emailed...

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ON BEING RETARDED — The ONE Quality, We **All** Share ;0)

Reflection from October 22nd, 2008 @ Age 27 RE:  WHEN LOVE FLIPS TO HATRED, LIGHT TURNS TO DARKNESS—AND WHAT ONCE WAS BLESSED, FALLS PREY TO AN AGE OLD CURSE. I don’t think it’s fair of me to say that...

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